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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Racist

i cant get a freakin job!!!!!!! i'm so pissed...i need the money sooooo badly...n i'm writing in red coz thats the color of my mood rite now......n u wanna know y i cant get a job...no its not becoz there's no job in ipoh but its b'coz 70%..no make it 80% of the shops in ipoh wants only CHINESE!!!!!!! i can tell u that there are easily 20-25 shops that are offering jobs in kinta city(jusco) alone but out of the lets say 20 shops, 16 of them wanted chinese only......stoopid ididots who don't even know how to write in proper english...one shop said preferably chinese only....what the fuck is wrong with u...such a disgrace..u don't say 'preferable' and 'only' in the same sentence...its either one u fucking dumbass!!!!
what about the other 4 shops? well one of them is memory lane..they told me to fill this tiny lil card thats about the size of one of their lil cards( the one u give with a present where all u can possibly write is ur name n a small sentence) n told me that they'll call...but i won't put too much hope on that
the second one-smartshop put this add outside welcoming ANYONE intersted in parttime/fulltime but when i asked they said they wanted male only...well u shitface if u want male only y don't u state it outside so i don't have to waste my time askin u......3rd shop..seed...they put an add outside for several jobs not stating in which particular outlet they wanted people for these jobs..n when i asked the women said its only for kl.....well then maybe u shouldn't stick the ad outside of ur freakin shop  now should u....so y don't u lick it of the glass...then giordano....cant kutuk them coz they pasted for an add not for that particular store but for another one n they did mention it....i know u might say things like 'oh the customers are majority chinese'...well the word majority itself says it rite? its majority not ALL not 100%...n all of the places i went to, i've seen non-chinese buyin stuff from there.. heck even i have bought stuff form these stores...so y cant u employ a few non-chinese...n these chinese kids that they employ are from chinese schools n have no idea how to even hold a proper conversation in either english or malay..like wtf!!! sometimes i talk to them n i wonder wat i'm even doin in the store..n if even malaysians can't understand them, what more foreigners...n these days there are more n more foreigners in ipoh...all of a sudden u see lots of expatriates who juz want a quiet life in a quiet city....
i'm not being racist here but as 2 of my friends said 'v should be glad that the govt is malay'... even though they are a tad bit racist its not too bad...i'm not juz blaming the chinese here...letse wat would happen if
Situation 1
govt is majority indians....hahahhaha....are u jokin...we'd be wastin money on total nothingness...look at samy vellu n his bald head that looks like a coconut...yup country would be in chaos....we'd be wastin time fightin with each other n bad mouthin bout who's son married who's daughter n who fucked who

Situation 2
govt is majority chinese.....well it'll probably be a little like singapore but mayb not...coz the chinese biz man here are happy to cheat the govt coz govt is too dumb n they will not be able to do those hanky-panky if our country were to be like singapore....but all the chinese can be rest assured of a job...n everythn will be for them....so wat if majority malays......who cares bout them...as long as v dominate, no other races will be given a chance...muahahha...o n mandarin will be the national language...no english...

disclaimer: again i remind u all that i am not being racist o anythn...most of my friends are chinese, n i've been livin in a totally chinese neighbourhood all my life so no offence to anyone...its juz a few buggers that i'm mad at...i still love all my friends...this entry does not concern u guys at all





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Friday, November 11, 2005
Missing

i juz came back from pangkor today(which i will blog about later) to discover that there's totally nothin' good on tv n my house lacks new vcd's to watch....so i was pretty much mopping round the house this whole evening waiting for nite to come coz there's alwiz somethin good to watch at nite...thats when my mum decided to hog the tv....wah*sob*...usually i hear people sayin their bro/sis hogs the tv.. i think my house is the first where my parents hog the tv....n to make things worst, the other tv upstairs kaput-ted about a week ago...so i only have my radio to listen to now...but i was lazy to walk up the stairs...then it hit me...i still have 2 novels to read. *yey*...i'm not a nerd...i juz happen to like works of certain authors that are really good...so i was looking for the books... 




sidney sheldon's rage of angels which is supposed to be a really good book. he wrote the book in 1980 n people are still reading it. they even made a movie out of it in 1983 so it juz has to be good..n




john grisham's king of torts..i juz totally love his work...its a wonder...when i bought the book in in june i didn't know what was torts( i thought it was a "thought" in a more complicated language), but now thnx to biz law i now know wats torts..negligence, deceit n the other 2 that i conveniently forgot..actually i dun really feel like reading the book nymore coz i think i totalled my law paper
so sadness=biz law=torts=king of torts

anyway i couldn't find both books...so here i am blogging...haha...i think i'm gonna go sleep soon o mayb i'll watch tv..hehe


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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Moving!!!!

exams are over...weeee....actually its been over for a week now...tehehe...anyway i'm moving!!!
physically as well as..erm..bloggingly?  haha...i'm moving outta my hostel today...been livin here since feb...gonna miss everyone here *sob* as i see my stuff all packed up n ready to go, i feel so sad n at the same time happy that i'll be goin back to my comfort zone...my home.......

my blog is also gonna move...i'm doin a new blog which is taking forever to finish coz i dunno how to use flash so it'll prolly oni be done in dec lidat...hehe...so when its done i'll tell u guys...i'm movin my blog coz there are some things that i don't like bout this blog

1) the name is too dumb n childish (actually when i was choosing the name i didn't realise that its gonna stick...i thought can change anytime i want but actually it was the blog title or somethin else taht can change anytime u want...hehe)
2) i have too many bad memories in this blog....although i deleted it all but it still reminds me of it
3) black is so not nice n cool nymore....makes me sad i i feel like i'm blogging in a black hole...i want a cheery colour (i know can change template lar but as aforementioned..i don't like the name of the blog)

thus, i'm doin a new blog...hehe...really excited bout it....its not as cool n nice as other high-tech peoples blog but i really think i've outdone myself this time...coz i'm usin blogspot n now i know a few things bout coding n all which before this i never even knew existed(never bothered finding out) n its definately more cheery but i think guys won't really like it coz its rather girly...hehe

oh n another thing....i'm feeling much better now....wuz feeling sick yesterday n i was sleeping the whole day juz wking up to go for the bbq....haha...but today i woke up really fresh n managed to pack up everything....so i guess the pangkor trip is still on fer me....weeee.....can't wait....

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Thursday, May 19, 2005
nothin' better to do

woke up this morning to a terrible headache.....dunno y.....its wuz raining heavily outside and i usually love to sleep when it rains...but my headache made me get up...i thought i'll juz pop in 2 panadols n go back to sleep but later i decided to take a shower first....after that when i wanted to sleep back my headache became worse...felt a lil' nauseous too......wtf!!! y when wanna sleep oni feel like this.....so here i am blogging bout absolutely nothing.....i wanted to download a few songs but so far can oni dl 1...b'coz the server here is cacated......*sighs*...later have to go pass up acc assignmnent.....haha.....so happy coz this is one assignment i finished one day b4 the due date...hehe.....ok, my brain is temporarily not functioning (thnx to my headache) so i got nothin' to crap bout........so i'll crap later :P

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Saturday, May 07, 2005
no more management assignment

this is the blog that i was writing yesterday but dunno y cannot publish....bodoh betul...so xy, stop complaining!!!hmmph......nywayz yesterday  v handed in our bloody management assignment 2....n also biz stats...but biz stats still got another assignment...as though 2 is not enuf...anyway i'm happy coz i dun hv to write anymore bullshit that i dun even understand anymore(management)...i seriousl dun get this subject...(for all those who r gonna major in management.....have fun...hehe)...this time i really duncare what i'm gonna get for all the assignments....i'm seriously sick of worrying about all the exams n assignments n bla bla bla....*remembering the time i sat down with the calculator all nite long counting the probability of getting into monash after MUFY finals*....now i wonder y wuz i so excited bout getting into monash... instead of enjoying myself, i should have spent the nite crying o sumthn..haha....i wanna do a different course.......i dun like business...sakit kepala oni......*sighs*..but wat to do.......arggghh

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Monday, May 02, 2005
cleaning the dust of this blog

hey......as u can c by the tittle of this blog/article, i'm dusting my blog....yea...it's been collecting dust for quite some time now and so i'm gonna start blogging again... well i got my internet connection in my room already..FINALLY!! so long coz so many problems....anyway juz wanted u guys to check out this website...its really nice and meaningful...


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Friday, January 28, 2005
nothin'

i am bloggin rite now b'coz i fell like  bloggin...but now that i hv started i realised dat i've nthn to write bout...so i'm bloggin bout absolute nothin...my life is one sad, lonely, devastatin, full of boredome n sucky life...so bite me...haha..

another thing for ppl out there dat i noe i'm a d back from US...yup... actually i've came back last week...but wuz to lazy to blog bout it... i din do much in LA coz i wuz dere 4 oni 2 dayz...so i went to the hollywood walk of fame...the place where famous ppl's stars r...saw a lot of famous stars coz i used a map...haha...faster mar...saw marilyn monroe's 1 which wuz the top of my list..den staven spielberg,kevin spacey, drew carey n lots more which i oso 4get a d....den saw the kodak theatre where the oscar's r held....i went to the lobby...n followed the footsteps of my fellow star's(on the red carpet mind u)....hahaha...so ppl i'm a famous star now..haha...den went to grauman's chinese theatre(this is the place where most of the premieres r held...n juz the nite b4 i went ben affleck came for the premiere of sumthn) n saw handprints n footprints of sumore stars n got sum heart spiderman pin b'coz v went for the tour inside..den went to a mall where u can c the hollywood hills n the huge hollywood sign(this is one of my dreams)...den v had lunch n went to beverly hills... n guess where v went...the ever so famous rodeo dr..for those who dun noe the world of glamorous fashion(not that i noe anythn but i've heard of this place b4) dis is where all the high end brand stores r...where the stars shop 4 clothes...sum of these stores, v cant even enter...hv to make appointment...wah lao wei...i din noe got lidat oso...so after window shopping n dis time real window shopping b'coz dis stores i dun dare enter oso..so high class 1 so juz look from outside the window oni...v left b'coz i had to catch the plane....so dat wuz the holiday that i din wanna come back from....but heck...i'm a d here

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
leavin fl soon

i guess i've been sayin this 4 quite some time now....that i dun wanna leave!!!!!it's 12.26am wed now n it muz be around 1.26pmwed in m'sia..juz had my shower...haha...weird time to shower rite... but its bcoz i din hv time in the evnin...wuz packin...when i came here i thought i'll be leavin with a lesser load(my bag i mean) but it looks like its gonna be juz the same...damn...overbought stuff i guess...hmm too bad...hv to suffer all alone again...so sad right...so after packin helped my aunt prepare dinner...it wuz my uncles b'day...so v made all his fav dishes n wanted to suprise hinm whe n he came back... but the plan backfired...v din hear the garage door n he juz came in n saw his suprise diner...hmm so much for the suprise...den after dinner went for put-put golf..this wuz my second time there... n this time v took the harder route...n my uncle sed i wuz gettin better...weeee...came back n watched wimbledon...good movie...for tennis junkies...

i'm so sad...i've been upset since saturday...my bro left dat day...wasnt sad that he left...but juz came to reality dat i'll be leavin soon too....after v left him v went to las olas blvd in ft. lauderdale...this wuz the place where i mentioned in my last blog that it wuz sumth like miami..ate lunch at cheesecake factory(the american version of secret recipe but a bit more on th high end)..den v wanted to go around but they had an art fair n i couldn't c the street properly...so my uncle decided to take us to miami...again...weee....so v went to miami....did more souvenier shopping...finally found sumthn 4 evry1...glad that wuz over n done with....came back at nite n the next day went to garden mall.....n shoppin again...n that wuz my weekend...din do much in the weekdays...juz sleepin eatin...n watchin tv...hahaha...man i'm such a bum

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Saturday, January 08, 2005
places i've been....

juz took a shower after c'min back from miami.....since i'm kinda free 2nite i decided to blog bout the places i've been so far dat i haven't blogged bout...

the week after christmas v went to a mall in sawgrass...it's an outlet mall...so u get things dat r supposedly 'in' for a better price...this place wuz sooo huge dat v had to use a map to find the shops...its like 2 to 3 times of mid valley...walkin around there wuz no joke...juz realised dat i can actually get tired of shopping...wow...n the places they provide for seatin is not sufficient coz the place is like so packed n evry1 wants to rest...v spent like the whole day there...v went in the mornin after leavin my baby couz wif his nanny n told my uncle to pick him up after work n v will be back at 7...but v ended up c'min back at 9...my uncle couldn't even go to gym b'coz of us...haha

 last thursday...30th dec 04...v went to islands of adventure dat is in universal studios,orlando,fl...orlando is a 2 hr drive away from my aunts place n this is where disneyworld n most of theme parks are....v reached in the evnin n went to islands of adventure...waited for 2 hrs for the spiderman 4d thingy...it wuz nice but not worth the wait...den after dinner went for a boat ride that got us soaked...juz found out that i cant walk properly wif a wet jeans clinging to my legs....next day spent the mornin there again n in the afternoon went to universal studios...went on many more rides.. bla bla bla....i posted 1 of the pixs in islands of adventure on frenster..so check it out

next daywent to epcot,disneyworld in the mornin...went on a ride that gives u the experiance of bein an astronaut goin to mars(i even got to be the pilot ;))...n another of a nascar racer...really cool..i posted a pix in epcot on friendster too.. den in the evenin went to mgm studios,disney too....real borin place 4 me...i think itss wuz more for kids n adults...not teens..the oni thing i liked  wuz fantasmic...they show laser shows on water fountains n disney charachters...really breath takin n juz fantasmic!!!!...luved it soooo much

on the last day v went to seaworld...v were tired by then so it wuz a good plan to go seaworld on the last day....v got to c dolphins, killer whales,penguins n so much more.... the thing i enjoyed the most...touchin n feedin the dolphins...i alwiz loved dolphins so it wuz like a dream come true when i finally got to touch them...their so charming...after seaworld v went back home...i sure wuz glad to be back...i think i would hv died if i wuz to go to another theme park then...

the top 3 things i enjoyed most in this trip...
1)touchin n feedin the dolphins
2)fantasmic
3)the space mission n nascar racin

din do much the past few days....juz goin round west palm beach...goin miniature golfin n shopping oni...today v went to miami....its like an hour away from west palm beach....i really lurrrvvvvv miami...wish i could hv stayed longer but the oni reason v went ther wuz b'coz my uncle had some work there...juz went round coconut grove n bayside area...both of it gave me a vivid pix of how italy would be like...lil shops...so cute n nice...den v went to south beach n made our way back to wpb...but good news is since i liked it so much my aunt suggested dat v go to another place dat is like miami..its called las smth(forgotten the name)o even miami instead of goin to kennedy space centre 2moro...weeee..soo happy..

k...gotta go now....chiaow



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Friday, January 07, 2005
another week oni...

i'm so sad rite now....i oni hv another 1 week plus to go till my holiday here ends.... i'll be leavin florida next thursday to LA...there i'll spend bout 4 days n i'll go back to malaysia..i do miss home,my parents,n my doggies...but i like this place... a lot... dun feel like goin back at all....i luv playin wif my baby couz n goin shoppin here... n i can watch a lot of tv programmes dat they show late at nite in malaysia here durin day time ...but wat can i do...hv to go back...back  to my normal life...its so sad... once i go back home i'll be so bored...my frenz in ipoh will be goin to school n tuition... n i dun think my parents will allow me to go back to kl although my hostel frenz told me dat i can stay over at their place if i want to...well bottom line is ......i dun wanna go back!!!!!!!!!...*sob* *sob*

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